Awful Sweet to be a little Butterfly

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part of Dark secrets of Sara Sidle
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Part 2 Glass shards and lighters
Author::: Sulas Matros Rosario
Disclaimer~~~~ There not mine but hey should be.
Rating~~~ Pg-13 curse words
Feedback:::: You gave it to me the first time do it again.
Notes::::: One night and a day and this baby was done and much tears later. *sniffles* the things I do to my characters. Word count 1110 I think dam word count



*Sulas on microphone*

Previously on csi~~~~ She could hear Heather’s voice in her ears. “Some secrets are best kept secret.”

Sara nodded. Picking up her clothes and wearily leaving. She knew she couldn’t stay because if she did she’d stay for good and be the whore that she felt she was.

“How was work baby?” Catherine asked Sara as her wife crawled wearily into bed.

Sara yawned. “Exhausting cases are hard to crack without you.”

Catherine smiled kissing Sara on the head then getting dressed for work.

She had a bounce in her step and her face just seemed to glow a million watt smile.

“Hey Catherine.” Grissom said as he handed her the report for the day.

“Hey how you been?” she asked reading over the file as she flipped through seeing what the night shift had gotten through.

“Grissom….”

“Hmmm.” He said taking off his glasses to wipe his eyes.

“Why isn’t Sara on this list?”

Grissom looked up at her surprised. “She’s taken the month off. Didn’t you know?”

Catherine nodded feeling stupid. “Of course….. must have slipped my mind.” Her hand going up to her head wondering what was going on.

“You have a nice day Cat see you in a few weeks.” She nodded waving him off. She was confused about this and what was Sara was up too.
Work went by slow as Catherine watched the clock filling out her paper work then heading home.

Sara was up dress a lot more casual then she normally did. That was the first sign that caught her attention Sara was wearing evening wear for like a club or something.

The next thing that caught her eye was that Sara seemed to be wearing an expensive bra underneath her clothes.

“You want any dinner Sara?” she asked sweetly as her lover read the paper.

Sara nodded. “I’m starved.”

Catherine smiled sweetly. “Alright steak and eggs coming up.” She turned on the stove cooking one steak and eggs. Then she took a raw steak and egg yolks putting it on a plate and slamming it in front of Sara.

Sara looked up at her questionably.

Catherine slammed the paper down in front of her. “I know.”

Sara read the paper then cursed herself in her head.

“The question is my dear Sara where are you going if you’re not going to work?” A harsh tone was in her voice causing Sara to shudder.

“No where.” She didn’t have a good excuse and not thinking she’d ever get caught just sat there.

Catherine just walked away leaving Sara to go outside and head to a bar Lady Heather could wait she needed to get drunk now!


Catherine grabbed Sara’s clothes hoping to get something on there she took it down to the lab searching for DNA or something that could rule out an affair.

Three hours later and she’d found the match she was pissed. She knew who this girl was and where she lived. She got into her car heading to Lady Heather’s house already seeing Sara’s car parked in the driveway made her even more pissed.

She knew from experience you could just walk in to a place like this. That’s what she did she could hear the groans and moans of her Sara. She’d know those cries of love and wanting from anyone. Jealousy picked at her heart. She opened the door slowly knowing this was Heather’s private room. It was big and spacious she tiptoed in hearing the last cries come from Sara’s lips then a rustle of clothing.

“I can’t stay here.” Sara said fixing her clothes and hair.

Lady Heather lay out on the bed grabbing her hand pushing her towards her. “Stay.” She commanded but Sara knew she couldn’t.

“I can’t.”

“Why?” the women asked.

Sara brushed her bed hair. “Because this is wrong I love Catherine not you. Catherine is my wife.”

“Then why are you here?” Lady Heather asked cockily.

Sara shrugged.

The Dominatrix stood up inching closer. “You need that taste of the dark side. You need the pleasure and pain the blood, sweat and tears. You need to be mistreated and abused because if you didn’t you wouldn’t feel whole.”

Sara shook her head. “No I need Catherine and Lindsey, this is the last time you’ll ever see me here.”

“You say that every time and yet you come back wanting only what I can give you.”

Sara walked towards the next room. “No, I’m through.” She stopped in her tracks as she saw Catherine there tears of hate and pain stained her face.

Sara tried to reach for her but Catherine left going outside to her car and taking out a baseball bat. She took the bat smashing in the windows of her lover’s car one by one. After she was done Sara tried to comfort her.

“No, no you slut!!!! Till death do us part. That you’d care in sickness and in health and that you’d honor and love thee. What was that all a bunch of lies?!!!!!!” Catherine kept the bat in her hand wanting to take a good swing at Sara.

Sara was silent head bowed in shame.

“I want you out. Out of our lives and out of our home you pack your shit and get out!!!!!” she got into her car slamming the door. She banged on the steering wheel angrily trying to piece together what went wrong.

Sara just stood there by the window begging her to let her in. “Catherine please don’t do this please!!!!! I love you don’t leave me!!!” she banged on the window tears rushing down her eyes as she tried to get in.

Catherine unlocked the door letting Sara get in. She drove them home without another word then pushed Sara inside to their bedroom. She kissed her tenderly then tied her up she pulled her hair and punched and beat. Blood was on Sara’s nose and lip there was no sexual act to it. Catherine beat her punching and biting and hitting with all her strength.

“Whore!!!!! Bitch!!!!” all the words that could come to mind came out of her mouth. Sara just lay there eventually passing out from the pain. Catherine may’ve been mad but she wasn’t stupid. She had beaten Sara pretty well but hadn’t done any major damage except a busted lip, black eye and bloody nose. Then she grabbed onto Sara hugging her tight and kissing her softly.


3 months later

Sara was leaving at her old apartment again. Her life had been pushed into a blender chopped to a fine slop. She went to check her mail seeing the divorce papers she sighed. Her hand shook as she signed her name to the documents she wished none of this had happened that it wasn’t real yet it was. She closed the envelope and placed the stamp on it sealing her fate. It was almost as if she was saying goodbye to that life. Her heart broke and she knew this would hurt for a long time.

There was a knock at the door as she placed it in the Fed ex container. She opened the door surprised at who the visitor was. “Lindsey.”

The little thirteen year old waved holding a note in her hand. “Mom says to give this to you and to ask you to come to my birthday party. I miss you Mom.” She hugged Sara with all her might.

“How is your mom doing?” she asked holding her daughter tighter.

“She cries a lot and looks at your picture. She drinks A LOT too we miss you Mom. You have to come home; we need to be a family again.”

Sara wiped the tears from her eyes. She handed Lindsey the Fed ex container. “Give this to your mom will you?”

Lindsey took the envelope watching as Sara carried out the last of her stuff to her car.

“Where you going?”

Sara opened her mouth to say something. “To Hou….”

“Home.” Catherine said taking the last piece of luggage from her wife.

Sara stared her mouth open and jaw looking as if it dropped to the floor. “Cat.”

Catherine smiled. “You ever do that again and I will personally tie you up and murder you.”

Sara nodded giving her a hug. “What about the divorce papers?”

Catherine took the papers from their daughter taking a lighter to it burning it. “What papers?”

Sara laughed so glad to be a family again.

“One condition were going to see a marriage counselor and you have to come. No questions or excuses got it?”

Sara grinned, giving Catherine a kiss.

“To death do us part.” She said

“Dam straight.”

The end

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Thanks knew u'd like it grrr forgot to do the lil tag thing right ohhh well next time i will.

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